Archive for the 'poetry' Category

16
Feb
10

Vacate

Oh, how I
wish
my insane
mind would
vacate itself
of the chaotic
paper-winged
swarm of
moth thoughts.
Endlessly flapping
against each
other, no room
to fly, to expand
or move. Stifled

stuck. Vacate,
vacate, oh useless
thoughts, leave
my soul open
to dive in,
to fly and
mold words,
music lines,
colors into
light.

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30
Nov
09

Easy

How should I be?
Amazing, super,
wonderful and fine?

Has magic suddenly
taken me over
trasformed me
into a super Fairy,
all powerful,
and all immune?

I can say, fine, great,
I am wonderful.
but then that would be a lie.

Never in my life
have I been so encouraged
to pretend that truth
is not important.

Never have I felt
so disbelieved
by those around me.

Others feeling comfortable
with my answer isĀ much more
paramount to good
conversation, and easy
human interaction.

I do wish it was
easy to lie for you,
but it is not.

None of this is easy.

27
Nov
09

Title

From the way
they talk
the way
they look

at me

should I really add
a title to the end
of my name

Princess of Pain.
she who lives
in it,
and with it.
never a break
never stopping

But do I really need
a title?

Can’t I just be
a girl?

who sings
who writes
and loves to be in love?
who tends and
loves to feed
any who want to eat
the crazy creations
she whips up.

Pain may haunt me,
may teach me daily,
may color my every move
but it is not me.

It is just a veil
a thin line
that separates me
way furtherĀ  away
from others
than I every
really believed.