Archive for February, 2008



i see no stars today, just clouds covering every though or hope going through my mind.
i need to work on taking care of myself….i need to get those medical records sent,
i need to do laundry, i need to be less stressed.
but how can i?
i am preoccupied with these moths flying around my head.
i cannot bat them away, so i can think clearly again.
i cannot be myself; i have to be this outer shell which gets things done,
or at least tries to do my job “right.”
when will the clouds lift…when will i see the stars again,
those tiny lights that give hope for finding my way.